Well I haven't been very active lately. I've had enough with trying to sort my head out and trying to get my energy back. I've still been taking pictures but they've been "normal" if I can call them that , not dA material.
Anyway, I've now got my new camera and I love it.
My husbands parents brought it over for me when they came over between christmas and new year.
Because paypal messed up the payment for the lenses they've only just arrived in England. So I'm picking them up when we go there in two weeks (ish..).
I couldn't wait that long to try the camera out of course so we bought a 50mm f/1,8 to have untill we get the other lenses
I must say I do love that lens.Its sharp and fun to use
Can't wait for the f/1,4 we've ordered..
This is from a party just a few days after I got the camera. It was quite dark so I tried out the iso on the D3 and I was amazed. It's brilliant. I'm still getting to know it but I already love it
As for my mental state... its going in the right direction at least. I've taken some steps that will help me move on. This woman that I've been going to said that in theory it can take four times as long to get over something I've been through, than how long it was going on for before it stopped. In my case, because there were more than one thing that happened over time, I shouldn't be upset if I'm still struggeling at times for a few years still. It's something that will never leave but I just have to try and live with it. It really destroyed something inside of me that is difficult to explain. And my selfesteem is really low atmo. It's never been great but I just think I suck at everything. And the only reason I uploaded the last two pics is because my husband said I should. NOTHING I do is good enough.. I know I'm going on now and I'm complaining alot but it's just how I feel atmo.
But anyway I hope your'e ok out there and I will try to be a bit more active. I might start featuring people again too sometime cause there are so much beatuiful art out there.. One day..
I truly, madly, deaply love all the comments and fav's..